“Of which I became a minister according to the gift of God given to me by the effective working of His Power.” Ephesians 3:7
Don’t write yourself off.
God has given you gifts and those gifts have been given to you by His power. You might feel down, like a failure, or like you have no purpose, but God thinks differently. He has redeemed you and has given you gifts. He’s got a big investment in you, no matter how you feel.
It’s time to put aside those feelings and begin to walk in faith in all God has for you. It’s time to move!